So...

I don't really know what to do day to day now. I have my musical stuff, and my writing, but there's this huge gap that keeps getting to me. I try to talk to people close to me so I don't realize it's there, but it is. I've had a boyfriend in the past, a few actually, but maybe the lack of one is killing me on the inside. It's hard to write about love when you've not only experienced it, but you can't get it back. If I had it in me, I might write something based around the hate that I experience in day to day life.